We said we wouldn’t stop.
That was the mistake.
Because once a line is crossed willingly,
the next one feels easier.
And the one after that feels inevitable.
The Lie That Started It
The next evening, everything seemed normal.
Too normal.
Dinner was light.
Conversation casual.
Our parents were relaxed, laughing about something from work.
He and I barely looked at each other.
We had learned.
Control in public.
Distance when watched.
But tension doesn’t disappear just because you hide it.
It simmers.
After dinner, our mom turned to me.
“Are you two getting along better now?”
The question felt harmless.
But my stomach tightened.
“Yes,” I answered quickly.
She smiled. “Good. I was worried it felt awkward at first.”
It had.
But not anymore.
Not in the way she thought.
I glanced at him.
He met my eyes briefly.
There was something different there tonight.
Not just desire.
Something restless.
The Invitation
Around nine, he knocked on my door.
Softer than usual.
I opened it halfway.
“What?” I whispered.
He leaned closer.
“Bonfire at Mason’s place. A few people from school.”
“So?”
“So we go together.”
My heart skipped.
“That’s not a good idea.”
“It’s perfect,” he said. “Public place. Normal. No suspicion.”
He wasn’t wrong.
If we acted like regular step-siblings in front of everyone, maybe the tension would ease.
Maybe we’d remember how to be normal.
“Fine,” I said finally.
But something about his expression told me this wasn’t just about proving we could behave.
It was about testing something.
The Jealousy I Didn’t Expect
Mason’s backyard was loud.
Music drifting through cool night air.
Firelight flickering across faces.
We stayed close at first.
Careful.
Casual.
But then she showed up.
Lena.
Confident. Effortless. The kind of girl who never doubts herself.
She hugged him.
Too comfortably.
“Didn’t know you were coming,” she said, smiling up at him.
“Last minute,” he replied.
I told myself I didn’t care.
I had no right to.
But when she laughed at something he said and touched his arm, heat rose in my chest.
Not desire.
Something sharper.
He looked at me across the fire.
And he knew.
He excused himself from her side not long after.
Found me near the edge of the yard.
“You’re jealous.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
His voice wasn’t mocking.
It was almost… satisfied.
“That’s not fair,” I said quietly.
“What isn’t?”
“You acting like this is simple.”
He stepped closer.
“We’re not official. We’re not anything.”
The words stung more than I expected.
“So you’re free to flirt?”
His jaw tightened.
“You’re the one who said this is dangerous.”
It was.
But hearing it framed like that made something twist inside me.
For the first time, the risk wasn’t external.
It was between us.
The Breaking Point
I turned to leave.
He followed.
We ended up behind the house.
Away from the firelight.
Away from the noise.
“This is exactly what I meant,” I said. “We don’t even know what we are.”
He stepped closer.
“You know what we are.”
“No. I know what we’re doing.”
Silence.
Thick. Heavy.
“You think this is just physical?” he asked.
“I don’t know.”
That was the honest answer.
His hand caught my wrist gently.
“Look at me.”
I did.
And whatever argument I’d been building collapsed.
There was no indifference in his eyes.
No casual detachment.
Just intensity.
Frustration.
Want.
“If this was just physical,” he said quietly, “I wouldn’t care who you talked to either.”
The implication hit hard.
“You noticed?”
“Every time someone looks at you.”
The jealousy wasn’t one-sided.
And that realization changed everything.
The Almost Kiss in Public
The music grew louder.
Someone shouted near the fire.
We were still in the shadows.
Close enough to feel each other’s breath.
Too close.
“You don’t get to act distant,” he murmured. “Not after everything.”
“And you don’t get to pretend this doesn’t matter.”
His hand slid to my waist.
Instinctive.
Possessive.
My pulse spiked.
“This is public,” I whispered.
“So?”
“So someone could see.”
He leaned in anyway.
Not fully.
Just enough that the tension between our lips felt unbearable.
For a split second, I almost didn’t care.
Almost let it happen.
But footsteps crunched nearby.
We separated instantly.
A group rounded the corner.
Laughing.
Too close.
Too aware.
One of them glanced at us.
Suspicion flickered briefly.
Then passed.
But it was enough.
We couldn’t keep risking moments like that.
The Car Ride Home
The silence in the car felt heavier than the music had.
Streetlights flashed across his face.
“You’re pulling away,” he said finally.
“I’m thinking.”
“About stopping?”
“I don’t know.”
That was the truth.
Jealousy had exposed something raw.
Something neither of us had defined.
We weren’t just sneaking around.
We were building something unstable.
And unstable things collapse.
Unless you choose them fully.
He parked in the driveway.
Turned off the engine.
The darkness wrapped around us.
“I don’t want this to be half,” he said quietly.
“Neither do I.”
“Then don’t treat it like it’s temporary.”
My throat tightened.
“This could destroy everything.”
He looked at me.
“And it could be the only real thing either of us has.”
That hit deeper than I expected.
Because somewhere between the hallway whispers and the almost-kiss by the fire, this had stopped being just tension.
It had become attachment.
And attachment is harder to walk away from than desire.
The Real Almost Discovery
We slipped inside quietly.
Lights off downstairs.
House silent.
Safe.
Or so we thought.
As we reached the staircase, a light flicked on.
Our mom stood at the top.
Arms crossed.
My heart stopped.
“Why are you two coming home together?”
Too calm.
Too observant.
“We went to Mason’s,” he answered smoothly.
“I know that. But you left separately.”
My stomach dropped.
She had noticed.
Watched.
Tracked.
He didn’t hesitate.
“I picked her up after. It was late.”
A pause.
Her eyes moved between us.
Measuring.
Searching.
“You two seem… closer lately.”
The air felt suffocating.
“Just getting used to each other,” I said carefully.
Another pause.
Long.
Then she nodded.
“Good.”
But the way she said it carried weight.
Not relief.
Not fully.
We walked upstairs.
Slow.
Controlled.
Only when my bedroom door closed did I breathe again.
That wasn’t a close call.
That was a warning.
The Decision We Can’t Undo
Minutes later, a soft knock.
I opened the door.
He stepped in without speaking.
“This is getting harder,” I whispered.
“I know.”
“She noticed.”
“She suspects tension. Not this.”
“Yet.”
He cupped my face gently.
“Then we get smarter.”
“This isn’t a game.”
“No,” he said quietly. “It’s not.”
There it was again.
That intensity.
Not reckless.
Not careless.
Intentional.
“You still want this?” he asked.
The question hung heavier than any before it.
Because now we understood the cost.
Jealousy.
Suspicion.
Risk of exposure.
Family fallout.
All real.
All possible.
And I still didn’t step back.
“Yes.”
The word left my mouth steady.
Certain.
His forehead rested against mine.
“Then we don’t break under pressure.”
Outside my door, the house creaked softly.
Ordinary sounds.
Ordinary life.
Unaware of the fault line running beneath it.
Tonight, everything almost fell apart.
But it didn’t.
And surviving that made us more dangerous.
Because now we knew:
We wouldn’t stop just because it got harder.
End of Chapter 7
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